a Perfect World...Just discovered this; so deep and rich....12-22-25

Here is my second favorite hymn (with humanistic overtones), a most lovely prayer: also great when you just need to massage your mind with beauty and need a good cry. Thank you Eric Whitacre. The cell phones and even the movies have become stale. It's like my Soul is looking for something deeper and I see clearly that this mass hypnosis (AI, news addiction, etc.) is not enough infact too much automatic, over indulgence will make you feel off and unwell (well, I did download P

It started with a slight shortness of breath last Sat. and by Sun. I was on my ass in bed. Now four days later I'm well on the road to recovery. This was scary--almost E.R. material! You know the feeling when your mind goes there "Oh who's going to feed the cat, shall I call an ambulance? Is it that bad???!!!!! Ha ha. I recall when I had my heart incident back in 2009 (on 9-11) of course and I casually rode my bike over the ER of the old Mt. Sinai (now a condo) without a care

The challenge in difficult times to align oneself with beauty; whether it be a visit to a special place OR to listen to a favorite piece of music. These oh so simple things have the miraculous power to uplift and inspire. And they are free. Below is one of my favorite hymns, it's pure beauty and sensuality never cease to bring tears to my eyes and inspire heavenly thoughts. Thank you Philip Stopford.

11-14-25 & 11-15-25 The moon is waning! Wanted to get wasted tonight; so much insurance frustration!!!!!! But maintained sobriety... Talk about ambiguity!!!!!! I hate it…sticking up for myself and NOT over-sharing—just asking for clarity. More important that ever to be your own advocate as a senior! Then feeling like I’m being raped every time these so-called support service people apologize--it's like a dagger in my heart--the sheer stress they imbue by posturing being nice!

“Threads of Mist and Fog” From Dreams to be Buried In By God Body Disconnect It's my last night at TSI's Miele's Respite on the Creedmor State Psychiatric Hospital campus--really more of a huge park/sanctuary/reserve far out and deep within the outer reachers of Queens. The track above is a great ending score to my stay today,11-1-25. My short story started out "The Ghost of Creedmor" then became "The Ghosts of Creedmor" and finally I reached a subconscious to conscious rev

I was blessed today to work on a friend of a friend who is undergoing chemo in his fight against pancreatic cancer. It was refreshing to...

Being of a certain age I find the state of hardness when mutually releasing can be contingent on many factors. As a senior, my tool tends...

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What kind of brother texts "So--you're still alive?" After more than a year of not speaking? At first I was hopeful, ahh I thought, I can...

After decades of doing M4M massage, I need to change an important business policy. From today onward I will need to collect all money for...

7-22-25 King, Warrior, magician, lover Excerpts from the MKPodcast. (intro; VO-that's why I'm so excited about giving you access to a...

Tonight I went to my 3rd or 4th I Group Meeting of the Mankind Project. I'm still getting used to the lingo and not all that comfortable...

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