Incontinent 8-5-24
- Steven Orr
- Aug 5, 2024
- 2 min read
Late night
shit flowing out of my ass
onto the kitchen floor
Feels so good
to be an unpotty-trained ferral child again
this is what happens
when I’m sober
lots of accidents
and a face looking back at me
in the mirror
Beautiful. Unbloated, unhigh
I wanna be high
Why is it
that the men with the weirdest hair
are also the ones
that want money?
I see the pic of the cock you sent
they all look the same to me
I like bodies
but there are no words for this
in gay-speak…linear
We burn and cringe
in our own cliches
"I'm looking for love"
"I'm an honest person"
"I throw piss off my rooftop
occasionally, but try to avoid
hitting people on their cell phone
with it as they walk by..."
I have had meaningless sex
with thousands of men
and no matter what I say
it doesn’t matter anyway.
So after I was incontinent
I spent a good hour
cleaning the bathroom floor.
this is what sobriety
does to you…
I need a beer
but I’m having hot milk
with honey and bourbon flavoring
Some weird queen is hosting in Chelsea
he looks like a serial killer,
alone, fearful expression on his face
no body to speak of. Just another horny, lonely
average queer man. I feel empathy for him.
At least he's "out there" and offering
not like some straight curmudgeon
snoring next to his sexless wife,
lying in bed, sleepless,
worrying about his son's divorce
Samsung just sent me an updated notice
about their new updated notice...
I ignore it…
Is there a God? if there is then
I wanted to say “Thank you God” for giving me the power
to clean my own bathroom…
on my knees, getting at all the dirt,
the nooks and crannies…
washing it all
flushing it all away
Away
It's important to carry mace with you
at all times in the city now
I must sent a link to my bro
so he can buy some
with a safety cap on it...
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