top of page

Search
I love Dr. Mike!!!! 8-10-24
https://youtu.be/aJFiGC13xIw?si=5yfHf7O5fYzQErsJ Super smart, articulate as hell, super knowledgeable about all things body and working...
Steven Orr
Aug 10, 20241 min read
8-9-24 Day 5 of 30 days (daze) of Abstinence
Thanks again RAT (David the no-show) at 917-626-8426. And you are forgiven. Today is day 5 of my 30 days of abstinence. I was telling a...
Steven Orr
Aug 9, 20243 min read
8-9-24 David No Show 917-626-8426
David No Show 917-626-8426 8-9-24 12:30 PM Dear evil queen; I truly hope you get hit by a bus today! Just when you thought it was...
Steven Orr
Aug 9, 20241 min read
Easy Does it; no DD & 8-6-24
I must be careful not to be a "dry drunk" especially when getting triggered by no-show clients and disrespectful people in general. Also...
Steven Orr
Aug 6, 20241 min read
8-6-24 Day #3 no alcohol;
I”m so proud of myself. Slightly climbing the walls too. Freak #1; booked and no show. Blocked. Freak #2; “I’m a student with a really...
Steven Orr
Aug 6, 20242 min read
8-5-24
2nd Day No Beer, (Searching for my own lost six-pack) Confession; my motivation (again) for trying on the "Sober suit" (no alcohol day...
Steven Orr
Aug 5, 20243 min read
Cool Prompts for Writing 8-4-24
Complements of my Teatime (support group) for the Sensitive Musician thank you Audrey! Having a rough time of it? Whip out that pen &...
Steven Orr
Aug 5, 20241 min read
Incontinent 8-5-24
Late night shit flowing out of my ass onto the kitchen floor Feels so good to be an unpotty-trained ferral child again this is what...
Steven Orr
Aug 5, 20242 min read
So Desperate! 8-4-24
Desperately bored, horny; here I sit; Living the Dream LOL Here is my new profile on A4A (yes I rejoined it)... Fit, mature, DD free, HIV...
Steven Orr
Aug 4, 20241 min read
8-2-24
So grateful to be able to BE ALIVE and healthy as a horse right now. Though the city’s rough as hell and filthy as shit; yes we are here!...
Steven Orr
Aug 2, 20243 min read
7-30-24 Blue Tuesday
Biking back from Essex Street market I passed a woman younger than me struggling to move, to walk with her walker. I try to feel grateful...
Steven Orr
Jul 30, 20242 min read
About Me-updated (from Rent Masseur) 7-27-24
I'm Steve Orr and my online site is NYCMASSEUR dot com. I'm a bi, licensed massage therapist and a graduate of New York's Swedish...
Steven Orr
Jul 27, 20242 min read
Three Cheer for "Childless Cat PEOPLE!" 7-25-24
Vance you are a blow-hard idiot. I pray all your children are born queer!
Steven Orr
Jul 25, 20241 min read
Wonderful experience 7-25-24 WORKING on THE MAN!
Had a wonderful experience with repeat client "F." When it works, there's no better job in the world. The experience was basically...
Steven Orr
Jul 25, 20243 min read
No Drinking 7-24-24
2nd day of no beer and I feel like a beer; but not climbing the walls as I had imagined I would be doing. Also stomach feels much less...
Steven Orr
Jul 24, 20242 min read
Elegy to Life! Best Song of the Year! 7-23-24
Often I of late I have been questioning; "Why is it so very difficult in the city to forgive? To love, to be soft? Why?" The answer, I...
Steven Orr
Jul 23, 20243 min read
Sunday night @The Eagle 7-21-24 Music Sucked big time!
$4 DOMESTIC DRAFT BEER $6 SHOT SPECIALS GREG BRAM SUCKS! Gee. I wonder if I'm gonna have to start scouting for alternative places to go...
Steven Orr
Jul 22, 20241 min read
Interesting Reflections, but I am really more of a Pagan! 7-22-24
Does the idea of becoming a priest keep coming back time and time again even though you thought you had moved on in your life and...
Steven Orr
Jul 22, 20242 min read
Watch Thelma 2024! 7-20-24
Thelma 2024 is a terrific new take on revenge! Very life affirming and simple to the point of being just being beautiful. Watch it now....
Steven Orr
Jul 20, 20241 min read
Wisdom from 70 years here! : ) 7-16-24
What is the meaning behind No Mud No Lotus? Thich Nhat Hanh, the Vietnamese Zen Buddhist spiritual leader, has said, “No mud, no lotus.”...
Steven Orr
Jul 16, 20241 min read
bottom of page
