#steveorwhat

4 days ago
2 min

i am So proud--OF MY soul RELEASE PLACE

and my progress in learning CUBASE 11. I began pre-COVID when I first met EPM (my "mentor") and worked with him to promote"KEEPING DISTANCE" a song I co-wrote with the artist Fuentes De Vida (aka KT). Cut to now when I am finally arriving at a place where I'm beginning to make my music (in real life) sound like it does in my dreams. Thank you God for giving me the dedication, resilience and sacrifice to keep making music. This is gold to me because I'm able to make something

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Steven Orr

Mar 23
4 min

"everyone will betray you"

3-23-23 From TS "Anti-Hero Video" which I friggin' love! Extremely depressed and again thinking about suicide. Probably not going though with it because it might be too painful and who the hell wants to come back here to this earthly existence? LOL. THE INTENSITY OF MY FEELINGS ARE AMAZING. THE SAVING GRACE; i.e., "the release" IS THAT all feelings pass. If I know anything, let me pass this "ho wisdom" onto you, dear reader! Today I had a fantasy I threw myself off the roof,

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Steven Orr

Mar 18
4 min

3-18-23 “Stranger” by Miami Horror is so 80’s sounding; the bridge is reminiscent of

“The Ghost in You" by the Psychedelic Furs; Heard it at at the gym; tonight I just downloaded it for free. How long before that freedom ends? There used to be a used clothing store in Chelsea called "Reminiscence." Music has no value. Yet in my life, it is right up there next to health and God (if he does exist). The beauty is it’s all around us; and as the semi-famous, closeted bi musician who came a while back said “it’s great because you’re making something out of nothing

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Steven Orr

Mar 16
3 min

"Can I see more pictures?"

Often--especially in these wild and wooly times of Post-COVID recovery and acting out (when it seems the dust is still settling from 2021-22) I am asked by clients "Can I see nude photos?" My usual reply is "No-above my pay grade." And I mean it. Why? Because going down that road is degrading. That ball of worms totally disregards any "gold, healing energy and positive vibes" that I may give (and sometimes receive) during my massage time session with clients. So don't ask. Ea

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Steven Orr

Mar 8
1 min

Thank you~

Dear Music Friends! I hate the word fans. Thank you for liking and listening to this humble poet. If I have brought you joy or mystery--then it was all worth it. Be safe, have fun and TRY to be kind (no small feat in the world today). amor & gracias https://saintorr.bandcamp.com/ #nycmasseur.com #saintorr #steveorwhat

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Steven Orr

Feb 6
1 min

2-6-23check-in

Last night (Sun) "the Eagle" was such a bust! Quickie tour of the "pay to play" M4M massage sites I use, i.e., "Rentmasseur" and "Masseurfinder," odd inquiries, great dentist, etc. (Plus please excuse typos...meant to say "Extension of the NYU Eunuch syndrome, "a non-sexual masculine ambiance that is so pervasive in my 'hood and throughout the city). What does that mean? Men don't look at men anymore, they only look at their mobile devices. Not like the good old days. I radic

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Steven Orr

Jan 30
1 min

X-rated Photos Are Above My Pay Grade

Dear Gents; I do not send out x-rated photos in order to convince or persuade anyone to book a massage session with me. This is way beyond my pay grade. My reputation, experience, health and vitality speak for themselves (not to mention being blessed with some mighty fine equipment and an amazing tool set--thank you God!). If you require "nudies" to book a session, then please get in touch with another service provider. And, in the words of the beloved Joan Rivers "GROW UP!"

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Steven Orr

Dec 30, 2022
1 min

Thank you God!

Nothing quite as nice as a beefy 26-year-old who LOVES to worship Daddy Muscle. Thank you God. Happy New Year everyone! then, after worked watched The Exorcist III...sooooo scary (well, I did fall asleep after the hospital murder for about 10 min.) after that watched "Adult Swim Yule Log" scary and funny but NO happy ending after that carnival ride of a plot. Now bath time. Gratitude is all. #nycmasseur.com #saintorr #steveorwhat

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New Release "DREAM MAN" by saintorr. Give a listen!

Steven Orr

Dec 29, 2022
1 min

New Release "DREAM MAN" by saintorr. Give a listen!

Listen and/or Buy Here #nycmasseur.com #saintorr #steveorwhat

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Steven Orr

Dec 27, 2022
5 min

Check-in 12-26-22 Secret Shame/Judgments/Call blocking apps for protection, water buffalo plodding.

Hey it's just another night back in frigid, rigid, New Yawk City. I just finished working on a client who looked like Santa Claus. There was life in the old boy yet. "Thank you Steve for the resur-ERECTION!""Your welcome R. and thanks for the fiver tip!" 75 years old, almost tripped climbing up the one flight of stairs. He'd been reading my blog and before the session while I was setting up, he remarked “So you didn’t have a good time in Costa Rica?” Humph! I beg your pardon.

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Steven Orr

Dec 11, 2022
1 min

Pura La Vida-Greetings from Costa Rica 12-10-22

I didn’t mention the totally chill and worldly older couple from Denver who were in our tour of Manual Antonio park. It’s not that I hate all tourists just “Good Ole boys“ from the South And homophobic couples. This lovely and mature couple from Denver clearly saw the insanity of Americans constantly killing other Americans with gums. The violence runs deep in our twisted, Puritan culture, like addiction and fear of being bi. Lovely seeing all the sloths (two and three-finger

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Steven Orr

Nov 12, 2022
1 min

11-11-22 Check-in

Goodbye "Jerk-Off Joe" phone # 347-736-0121-(the worst) https://youtu.be/vN8mweE5fd0 #nycmasseur.com #saintorr #steveorwhat

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Steven Orr

Oct 25, 2022
1 min

Addendum to 10-26-22

Guys were having fun hooping and hollarin' at the Eagle (fun does exist in spite of my own "Diva Moments--"the DJ was not up to my standards" (saith the Queen LOL). https://youtu.be/oK0fqoXQ4uo *please copy and paste link to YU...coding is off today in Wix blog! #nycmasseur.com #saintorr #steveorwhat #queerseniorfamily

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Steven Orr

Oct 25, 2022
1 min

10-25-22 Check in

https://youtu.be/lneQZOhDMc8 "Finding "Dream Man" big, fat, dark muscle bear at "The Eagle" and being totally ghosted by him, music sucking by Muscidawg at "the Eagle", upstairs noise gratitude--FORCING ME TO CHANGE, music progress, disparity between releasing with clients in work and seeking to release with a man IN LIFE! LOL. *watch "BROS" really good shit! #nycmasseur.com #saintorr #steveorwhat #queerseniorcommunity

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Steven Orr

Oct 8, 2022
1 min

HOTTEST DADDY EVER!

--because he was a triathlon athlete; unicycling practice, street-shade, "God Bless the Child that's Got His Own," check in 7-10-22 #nycmasseur.com #saintorr #steveorwhat

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Steven Orr

Oct 4, 2022
1 min

Gryffin Sandman Desire Mix by Saintorr

DJ Paul Ferrer played this song last in set Sunday night; His IG is @djpf. Next time he's spinning at the Eagle will be for the DILF party on Friday 10/28...I like him precisely because he does NOT stick to playing the "Classic Oldies" (thank goodness). And personally, I like this song better than the animation video with the original soundtrack by Moses. To me Gryffin's track has much more vivacious energy! #nycmasseur #nycmasseur.com #saintorr #steveorwhat

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Steven Orr

Sep 29, 2022
1 min

About Me...

"About Me" 9-29-22 *Currently doing a two month Music Mixing and Mastering workshop. They requested a short bio and here it is. If you'd like to hear my music (or buy some tracks) kindly go to https://saintorr.bandcamp.com/ "About Me" con't I’ve done a complete CD called OCEAN VISIONS in 2000 inspired by the beaches of Cape Cod and P-town, MA in particular. I'm currently in the process of re-releasing that CD now with a different distributor. I love dance music and film mus

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Steven Orr

Sep 13, 2022
2 min

Reflections 9-12-22

Ahh...took action. Bought nice table for music production and writing. I can officially move my music-making back into my bedroom; away from the living room where the water buffalo COW and her b.f. frolic every night. I will hopefully be creating a kind of new sanctuary free from the disruptive noises of "straight people living!" I don't think they are particularly loud it's just that I'm particularly sensitive to noise. Again time to leave the East Village, Duh and ya think

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Steven Orr

Sep 12, 2022
1 min

9-12-22 When dreams send a message from the unconscious or...

my subconscious is telling me to stop bating so much! I could tell because I had a dream that worms were under my skin and exuding from various parts of my forearms. The worms were a kind of parasite. This parasite was feeding on me. The parasite was bating. Seeing and getting off on porn can be an occasionally pleasant release (though not fulfilling or satisfying--I have always preferred the feel and touch of a real man), this dream, upon analysis was a sign that for me---th

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Steven Orr

Sep 12, 2022
7 min

Check-in TEXT not Video 9-12-22

Created via FB post; 9-12-22 DJ "SAM GEE" sucked ! Ewwww at Eagle 9-11-22 (Bobby Duran 2nd floor). Sam Gee looked like the heavyset black dude with glasses that was playing like 3 weeks ago. I wonder if The Eagle just puts out fake news in terms of who's DJ'ing--kinda like all the fake news circulating on the Social Media platforms? I recognized some woman up there in the booth in the back...she must be doing some kind of "music prepping assistant" work, kind of like the myst

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